cozy

i want air that’s hardly cold

blowing on my face

the kind of cold that feels warm every few seconds

i want to roll the windows down while it’s raining

let tiny goosebumps dance with droplets on my skin

i want the green on the trees to look blue

and for everything else to look grey

i want to play music that sounds like they’ve felt their heart break

and snuggle up under a light, soft blanket of sad

on a perfectly happy day